Postpartum depression! ?

My baby is 2 and a half months old. When she was first born I was very depressed I cried for no reason I just couldn't get happy. It never got to the point that I didn't wanna care for my daughter she's the only thing that cheered me up. So I assumed it was just the baby blues because it got better. But my boyfriend left out of town for work, we've never been apart! And I feel like I'm going insane! When my daughter won't sleep I cry! I keep crying all the time. To add to it I have severe anxiety attacks and I've been having one all night! :( I'm so paranoid. I slept 3 hours last night! I'm afraid my babys blanket with cover her face (she's swaddled) and I'm just so paranoid and depressed waaay worst now that my mans gone. Any advice would help! My spirits need some lifting. I'm very sad and scared.